It sucks to know that your little sister's closest friend is going away.
It sucks to be the older sister of a child who's too young to understand the gravity of the situation, but still, she needs to know..
And it sucks to sit through all this crap, and secretly be happy, only because I'm wanting a certain some one who sets my mind at ease and makes me extremely happy.
He came at the most inconvenient time. But I can't help but crush on him. He came when my life was falling apart, and he came just when he was getting ready to move an hour away. But I can't stay away..Maybe it wasn't inconvenient. Maybe it was to show me that there are decent men out there, that I need to stay strong, and the right one will come to me. But somehow...I wish I had a better chance with this one.
I'm glad I'm kind of invisible. I'm glad no one comes to this page. Because if they did...I'd be so embarrassed to say who I'm talking about. He's the brother of one of my closest friends. I'm ashamed that I have already..kissed him. And I'm sure she doesn't approve of what happened either. But I don't regret it. I rather enjoyed kissing him. And I'd do it again, if I could.
Who am I turning into?
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