Smile. Life comes and goes :)

April 23, 2012

Conflicting Feelings

There's uncertainty in the way we talk
The way we feel, the way we look.
Uncertainty in the way we act.
Too careful for friends.
Too careless for more.
Uncertainty in the future.
Questioning the past.
Dark feelings
Annoyance
Anguish
Subtle loathing.
Yet the presence of your being confuses me deeply.
Annoyance, with the benefit of the doubt
Anguish, with self-blame.
Subtle loathing, but hiding it well.
Because that smile changes everything.
Stop smiling.
Stop caring.
Or respond to the messages.
Respond to the want.
Respond to the longing.
Respond, so I know you're there.

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