Bad, MJ.

Today, I figured out that I cannot work in a quiet environment. I'm in the library, and I was trying to find a good quiet place to study, and I found one! The area was even labeled "quiet study area." Score!

But I was wrong. I got in, and I felt like a nuisance. My flip flops were too loud even. I sat down, got my mythology book out as quietly as possible, and started reading. But after 5 minutes, I just felt really uncomfortable and noisy. Like any move I made would turn the students in that room into an angry mob, and they would chase me out of the library. So I left. So much for my quiet study time. I found a nice place where I don't have to be as quiet. The air flows better here.

I think I'm going to kick him to the gutter. But I don't know. Every time I say that, we always end up back here again. Either he keeps coming back, or I just say hi once, and we're hanging out again. I don't want to lose him as a friend. So I'm going to have to say hi every once in a while. I'll have to see if he still wants to come up for Redfest. If so, I'll tell him the bad news after the concert. If not, then I guess I'll just...not text him anymore. I won't give him any warning. I think he's better off without me anyway. I'm kind of a bad influence on him. Bad, mj.