well. I finally told him the truth. we hung out last night, and i promised myself I wasn't going to kiss him. but i did. because I'm stupid. I feel eh...I don't know. happy, because now I can date people without feeling i'm in a messed up relationship with him. but at the same time....i'm kinda mad at what he said to me. he pulled the age card again. which is dumb. it made me pissed. but i finally opened up to him and half/told him some intimate details about the darkest part of my life. and I had a really fun time with him last night. so everything is just kind of messed up right now.
and I have a date in less than an hour. so...i don't know how much fun i'm going to be.
I hate how he does this. I'm always in a bad mood after i drop him off. gah.
he'll see some day. he'll see that he needs to change. hopefully.
some words of endearment would help.
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