I am an unripe tomato

So, I went to FHE today for our YSA up at uni, and...I had fun! Yeah, there are a mixture of cute boys here and there. But the problem is....I think they are all taken :/ or at least not interested.

I have the feeling that's how most of the boys on campus are going to be. Taken, or not interested. But mostly taken. It's the downside of being a freshman; all the older more mature men either have bands, or are about to get one.

I also hate being a freshman. Because you don't know ANYBODY. Yeah, I didn't know a single person at FHE tonight. I felt kinda betrayed by a couple girls that were supposed to come with me :( but I had fun nonetheless.

Another downside of being a freshman: boys don't care for you. They want the women who are older, more experience, closer to marriage. They don't stop to think that the youngin's like me may be ready as well. Their eyes just kinda pass over us as if we are just another unripe tomato. But it's okay. My time will come. I hope.