Not really sure how I felt about yesterday... I mean, I did have fun, but did I really have fun? Because if I really had fun, I wouldn't feel so unsure about the happenings of yesterday afternoon, you know? I guess...just a lot of the time...I wished we were there on a date, not a friend-date. I wanted to hold his hand in the movie. I wanted to walk with my arm around his waist. I think yesterday would have been a great day, if we were together. Just throw in a couple kisses, and some hand holding, and it would have been perfect. But I think I was just...wanting the impossible.
I want friendship with him. But I want more than just a friendship with him.
Goshdangitwoman! What do you want?!
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