It's weird though...I assumed I would have been a little more...ecstatic today. But instead, I'm feeling quite melancholy. I dunno what it is. Finally realizing that I have to meet a whole bunch of new people, go through some more awkward situations. Live with some one I don't know. Being away from the people I've lived with for the past 18 or so years? I can't be this depressed over a boy. There is no way. I'm attached to him, but I'm not THAT attached.
Or maybe I'm just scared to start my life. Maybe I'm starting to feel a little insecure about my life. About where I am, who I am, and what I want to become.
There's an icecream social in about 20 minutes. But I don't think I'll go. I think I'll watch Across the Universe or...500 Days of Summer. Or something.
I realized that exactly 2 years ago today, I went on my first date with Zack, and we went to go see 500 Days of Summer... ironic, haha. It's my most favorite movie in the world, and I'm excited to watch it.
Right now. (:
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