Like. . .I've met the girls next to me, and the guys across from me. . .and there's a dance going on, and I was invited to a party down the hall, but I just don't want to meet new people just yet.
I don't know if I'm just scared of meeting new people, or scared of meeting people who acted like I used to and reforming me to my old ways.
I just really want to be with my old friends.
People I'm missing right now:
Aubrey
Kelly
Amanda
Blake
Jarman
Mikelle
Megan
Angel
I can't decide what type of person I want to be this year.
Option A: I'm-only-here-for-school-so-I'm-going-to-focus-all-my-attention-on-home-work-and-one-particular-guy-and-come-off-as-a-b*tch
Option B: I'm-awesome-and-can-be-friends-with-every-one-because-I-feel-like-it
Option C: I'm-quiet-and-shy-and-won't-seem-to-like-anyone-until-the-very-end-of-the-year-so-just-pretend-like-I'm-not-here-so-I-can-just-keep-to-myself-in-my-own-little-world.
Right now, I'm playing out Option C. I've met a few people, but I have no desire to hang out with them just yet...because I'm scared.
I miss my friends.
2 comments:
Love you girl! Hey call me up whenever you want okay? And when you're down here in my end let me know and we'll go do something :)
Dude I feel the same way and it's my second year at the U haha. I think I'm a really lame person sometimes. At least you're moved out. I have yet to get to that part of life...
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