Cry

I had myself a good cry just barely. My life is a mess.

I wish I had just..one constant physical being in my life that I can just...spill my heart to, and not worry about them thinking I'm weird, needy, clingy, or have a lot of baggage.

Well...I may be a couple of those things, but I need some one that won't care.

Zack...back in the middle of our relationship..was kinda like that. Except he'd just sit there, listen, then tell me to get over it.

I need somebody who can feel my pain, my loss, my heartache, my confusion, even my love. Tell me that yes, life does suck at the moment, but it'll all be better. I need them to tell me that I am a strong person and that they'll help me through. I need them to wrap their arms around me hug me tight and kiss my forehead; making me feel much more secure. Because at the moment. . .I feel I might fail.

Relationships (whether they be romantic or just friendship) may be messy, but when the world seems to have rid your life of them. . .do you finally realize that you'd rather be in a messy relationship than all on your own.

P.S.

Click the title "Cry." This is the song I learned a dance to in hip hop today. So fitting.