Color Me Crazy

For once, I have so much on my mind, but I have no idea what to say.

I'm so confused. About it all.

I'm torn. I'm hurting. I'm ashamed. I'm loathing. I'm regretting. I'm apologetic. I'm stumped.

I'm alone, now that every one is gone.

I'm afraid I'm gonna need more help than just a blog. But this is all I've got.