To Whom It May Concern

To Whom It May Concern--The Civil Wars. This song is so perfect.

Why are you so far from me?

In my arms is where you ought to be

How long will you make me wait?

I don't know how much more I can take

I've missed you

But I haven't met you

Oh, but I want to

How I do

Slowly counting down the days

'Til I finally know your name

The way your hand feels 'round my waist

The way you laugh, the way your kisses taste

I've missed you

But I haven't met you

Oh, but I want to

How I do

How I do

I've missed you

But I haven't met you

Oh, how I miss you

But I haven't met you

Oh, but I want to

Oh, how I want to

Dear whoever you might be

I'm still waiting patiently

Lies

Apparently, I lie to my friends. Not terrible lies. No, not at all. But still, they are lies.

But sometimes, I think I would just bring them down if I tell them the truth.

So the truth will remain within.

Be happy, my friends.

I wish I couldn't dream

Last night, I was stupid and decided to go see "Tyson's" choir concert. It may have been too soon. Yes, I may have teared up a bit. But I think I was pretty strong. Until this morning. I've been feeling so blue so far today.

Last night I had 3 different versions of the same dream. I was doing some sort of choir thing with every one from the Singers, including "Tyson," and we were travelling. But at the same time we were still attending classes from school. "Tyson" and I had a weird relationship with each other, where we didn't really talk to each other, but we admired each other from afar. And "Tyson" would eventually shy away from his girlfriend, and we'd always end up together in the end. In one of the dreams, we were engaged, but that's besides the point.

And now I'm left feeling like crap. My subconscious is trying to get my hopes up, telling me that there may still be a chance that something like this could happen. When in reality, it seems less likely. For all I know, his girlfriend and him could be really serious, and he could propose right when she gets home.

But nonetheless, I still let my stupid subconscious get my hopes up. I'm just setting myself up for greater disappointment that I don't need. At all.

Of Course

I knew he was too perfect. I knew it was too good to be true. He has le Girlfriend. :( She's in China right now, but she'll be back in December.

Adios to that possibility.

Zesty Chicken Peppers

Today, I decided to cook something delicious. And I was quite successful. So of course, I have to blog about it, and write down the recipe so that I will never forget it. Here is a picture:

ZESTY CHICKEN PEPPERS:

-Chicken Breasts (diced)

-Half an orange bell pepper

-Half a yellow bell pepper

-Half an onion

-2 cloves of garlic

-Fresh Rosemary

-1 Tbsp of white wine

-5 Tbsp (approx) of Extra Virgin Olive Oil

-Zest of Orange

-Zest of Lemon

-Salt and Pepper seasoned to taste

DIRECTIONS:

1. Dice the peppers. Cut the onion into long strips. Finely chop the garlic. Very loosely cut the rosemary.

2. Put the diced chicken into a bowl, add 3 tbsp of olive oil, salt, pepper, and the white wine and mix well. Let soak for 10 minutes, but no more.

3. Sautee the vegetables in 2 Tbsp of olive oil until the onions have a bit of a transparent tint. Remove from heat.

4. Sautee the chicken until almost all of the pieces are no longer white. (Some pink is okay, it'll be cooked through in a minute. You don't want to cook it all the way through just yet, or the chicken will be too dry). Add the vegetables to the chicken, and add the orange and lemon zest. Let it simmer in its juice for a minute or so.

5. Serve away! I like to serve it on rice and with a side of red potatoes. (:

Mysterious.

it's been a week since our date. and it's been 6 days since i've last spoken to him. I have no idea what he wants from me. I can't even tell if he's interested. "Tyson" is so hard to figure out. He told me he would think of something and we'd go out again. And he text me saying that he loved every minute of our date. But was he just being nice? Too nice to say that he didn't want to do it again?

I texted him....I'll see if he'll text back...

Please text back.